hais. so many test comin again. haha.physics, chemistry, english, maths, geography... ...so many lorh. all haven study yet. hahaha. >.<canort be lazy le! wahaha. -.-tis year de klass ok larh. not so noisy den last year and last last year de. lol.like tad den can pay attention. ((:like i very guai like tad. hahaa. :p
4:17 PM
jus finish watching 2 episodes of 《转角*遇到爱》. very nice neh. ((:1st episode was funi. but 2nd one so sad lorh. > . <
《爱*转角》 tad song super nice. ^^
the MV oso very nice.
everytime listen to it kept thinking of many things.
haha. :p
y'dae oso watched xiao zhu's concert on youtube and MTV channel.
so nice ((:
i wan his concert de DVD. *woots* ^^ 
3:11 PM
OMG. so long nvr post le. rot liaos. hees. ((:like i have said, alot of tings happened. but now, i'm ok ler. ^^ so , no nid to worry bout me friends.btw, luo zhi xiang comin s'pore le! WOOTS. XDD8th FEB - 11th FEB.4 dyas wors. X)duno his signature concert is wen larh.mus wait till nana jie inform us. ^^another ver. of SPESHOW oso out le.but s'pore duno out le mah...i want his concert DVD.i want zuan jiao yu dao ai DVD.i want to go Jolin's concert.i want new ver. of SPESHOW.wahaha. so mani tings i wanted. ^^
1:43 PM
06.01.2007-SATURDAY.
this day i will always remember in my mind.
i make everyone worried about me. i'm sorry. now i know what's correct and what's wrong. i really let my sis disapointed on me. my parents, brother. 我真的知道错了.
i cannot say that i don't love him le. i still love him although we cannot be together.
yes, now is the time to concentrate on my studies. not on this relationship things. i promised my sis not to have relationships again but i still... ... 我真的对不起她。我真的让她失望了。
my sis really help me alot. she kept helping me from letting my family know about all those things.
On Friday midnight (when my sis know about us), she talked to him. ask him about all this things. my sis also wrote a letter to me...
Then on that Saturday i woke up and saw the letter she wrote. i was scared. i cried alone reading that letter. i don't know what should i do... then at the afternoon, she talked to me... my mom just came into the room and heard our commotion. that time my sis called him and my mom heard it too as my sis put on loud speaker. she was very angry. first time i saw my mom so angry. then my brother also came in. i cried until i wanna faint le. 那时我真的不可以了。我很怕。。。
then my brother went to meet him. i don't know what my brother had said to him. but i think my brother knows how to handle.
my sis told me not to think so much le but i will still think about all those things. i cannot stop thinking. but i will still pay attention in class...
i will try to be myself once again as soon as possible. sometimes, i still will cry when i think of this things that happened... but i will try to smile...
我有时在想。。。
我是不是给家人负担?
他们那么关心我， 但我却让他们伤心。。。
对不起。 我不敢了。
所有的东西都已经发生了。 不能改变。。。
姐姐，
i will not take your trust for granted le. i really learn my lesson. i'm sorry. i let you disapointed again and again. i know that you scold me is because you care about me. if i have any troubles or problems, i will try to tell you de. 对不起我让你那么失望和难过。我不敢在反同样的错误了。
MICKEY,
i don't you will wait for me or not. if you really have another gf, i hope that you will tell me. it will make me feel better if you tell me. i'm sorry that i make you scolded and all. remember what you have told me when me last met? i trusted you. i hope you concentrate on your studies also. we can still be friends right? (: without me, i hope that you can still be happy like you always do. takecare of yourself ok? i will takecare of our baobei and myself de. XD 你也要加油哦!
10:51 PM
*phew* jus finish tidying up my room. >.<my sis now still packing her clothes. LOL. (too much.)now leg pain, shoulder pain, hand pain. everywhere pain. >.<now beri tired. wanna slp le. -.-but 2dae i oso beri happy larhs. ^^why 2dae time flies so fast. =.=*nth much to post 2dae. i'm tired. *
11:24 PM
hais. y'dae i finali can't stand it animore le.i'm packing my bag y'dae night i saw those books, i cried.i'm scared my "o" levels will fail. >.<so many things to study.den goin to slp le oso cried.i'm tired stressing myself to get gud results for my parents to see.i dun wan later fail den parents dissapointed, me oso.den will oso get scolded. >.<but 2dae tink for a while...i should nort give up.wad u sae is true...study for so long le den now giv up...isn't it wasting of time study?!i will try to score well. pay attention in klass.but i will still slack. lol.i try larh hoh. (:thanks. ^^
5:45 PM
haha.
duck duck so 自恋lorh.
took so much pics. LOL.
i jus love tuhh blur blur effect. ^^
i canort take wif him, later he angry. LOLs.
he's so TOOT. WAHAHAHA. but i love him. ((:
he's so kawaii. ^^ <33>
7:58 PM
Today school reopens le.About 10.20am reached school and saw Carol`Xue Li.Actually I go early to school is to meet Zhuo Heng but she have not reach yet.Then later line up and partner with Zhuo Heng. (I also don't know want to partner who except her as she's my closest friend now > . < )Then met our form teacher, co-form, chinese teacher, SCIENCE teacher.We have 2 science teacher.One of our science teacher so strict. Very fierce.He went in the class then count down 3 seconds tell us to wear our uniform properly, etc...
Then he kept shouting. -.-lll *LOL*Then our teacher talking about "O"Level things, I want to cry already cause I scared that my "O" levels will fail. :'( Then my teacher kept saying... > . <
OMG... Zhuo Heng and me maybe will split when it's Maths / Science lesson as she never take A Maths and as our science teacher says that.
I don't want. If it's so..., I have no friends to partner, ask questions or to talk with.
And doing projects will also be a hard time for me too as I don't know who i want to work with.
Aww.
I hope that our form teacher won't change our sitting arrangements tomorrow.
About 4.25pm reached home. Bath, MSN, do homework...
Today at school I was very tired. Don't know why.
Today i tried to write my blog using proper english. *LOL*
No short form or singlish ok? > . <
WAHAHA. :P
7:23 PM
今天和min*2, 姐姐, Gor*2去Causeway Point买姐姐新家的东东~我和min*2很闷就自己去shop shop一下。。。shop好了就去吃。今天虽然过的简简单单，我还是很快乐。。。谢谢你们的陪伴。 (:明天开学了。ZzZ...我心情很乱。不知道该开心还是难过。。。开心是因为可以见到好久没见的朋友`难过是因为我又要下地域了`哈哈哈。不想读书! 可是，这是一个不可以改变的事实 > . <明天希望能早回家。 XD (因为星期三读晚的)啊~~。。。! 心情好乱哦!
9:08 PM
haha. i'm here to wish everyone happy 2007 de. =pa new year, a new experience wors.den 2dae go out.i'm so happy.thnks for tuhh duck duck. ^^i love it beri much wors. XD今天真的很开心哦! hees.
7:59 PM
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