today i was suppose to do the ss project with my friends but we ended up doing it at home using msn. =.= yet a tiring day for me. i went back home and lay on my bed eat and drink. drink and eat again. until i was so full now. >.< i'm tired but i on't feel like sleeping. i don't know what i'm going to do now. don't feel like doing homework, read books or watching tv. i'm bored.
2:05 PM
nothing much happen today. just tired from the extra lessons. tomorrow gona go do projects with friends. 4 more projects to go. have not even touch one of them. gona get haunted by all those projects. all to be handed up the first week after school reopens. =.= nevermind. i don't want to think about all these first. they just give me headaches.
i slept well yesterday. had a good dream that i wanted it to last forever. just so sad that today i had to wake up early. or else the dream would last longer. i don't know why i'm so freaking tired today. i'm about to doze off.
i had no time to post recently. been reading books. i don't want to fail my english again. >.<
23.05.2007 :
boring day at school. no lessons. no studying. last week of school. nothing. BORED. thinking of drawing something. PANDA! (: my favourite.
26.05.2007 :
went to kbox with min min. have lots of fun shouting. all my stress were gone for that moment. (: i'm HAPPY! thanks for accompanying me penguin.
27.05.2007 :
mugging on my chemistry that day. study a new chapter on my own. i'm getting confused by all the words and formula. so, i went to make a hot chocolate to maintain myself from getting asleep. =.=
Polar's making me tired. he slept so soundly. so adorable. ^^ *jealous* LOL. XP
of course i would not forget my baobei. he's the adorable"st" of all! XDD
1:05 PM
thinking alot about my results lately. did'nt do well again. taken my report book today. well, better then last year. at least i don't have a F9 for my humanities. failed 3 subjects. e maths, humans and english. as usual, i failed my english again. =.= saw what i get for my L1R4 and L1R5, i was like... o.o can not even take the course i wanted in poly. i know i can't fail english. got to read more books. i really have to work harder. harder then what i had done this term. if not, i really don't know what will happen to me next year. got to achieve all passes on my next results. thats my goal on my results this year. normal stream really a big difference from express. saw what i had gotten last time compare to now. hais. what a big difference. nevermind, work hard during this holis and catch up with what i had missed out. although i kept saying i will work hard but i still will slack abit. i know this myself. got to stop this slacking. i try. haha. =.= jiayou to me. LOL.
8:11 PM
everything seems to be drifting away.
doing the same things over and over again everyday.
can't i just get the happiness that i wanted?
it's just not the same without you.
having nightmares recently.
i'm scared.
i hope time can pass faster
to the age when i can stay with you.
and no one can seperate us ever again.
this is what i wanted.
simple yet so hard to achieve.
still have about 1 and 1/2 years to go.
we can face them together.
i don't care who see this.
but i really want to tell you,
i love you.
and it will never
change no matter what happens.
1:30 PM
went out wif jie jie, her friends, min min and gor gor. so sian. haha. like did'nt went our like tad. =.= me and penguin entertain ourself wen we're in the car. haha. i'm tired now. post some of the pics we took bah. i saw Fiona from shrek also. o.o LOL.
12:38 PM
phew. finally done wif my exams le! X) finally can rest abit. =p
today nvr go skol. marking day. ^^ can rest for 3 days. haha. i don't feel so relax lah. only no nid to study so much for the nxt few weeks. 1st wk of holis still have extra lessons. holis can't relax so much le. mus at least study abit or else wen skol reopens will slack agn. hees.
hope i dun score so badly for my subjects bah. at least a pass i very happy le. (: but i tink all papers is tough neh. >.<>
1:33 PM
ARGH. i wana become monster le. >.< jus now in the afternoon abt 1.40pm ate 5 pieces of bread. den jus finish 3 more. LOL. wad's wrong wif me today. eat so much. hahaha. i'm still hungry though. o.0
jus nw revise abit of chemistry and geography. ltr at nite revise more. hehe. alot of tings haven revise yet. >.<
today's english paper was hard. =.= every paper also hard. die liao. *faint* I"M HUNGRY! bring me FOOOOD. XD
5:09 PM
jus did my first mid year paper today. chinese.
super hard. hais. no hope le.
paper 1 was ok. while paper 2... ... =.=
after exams still left some time jiu go rivervale plaza wif zhuo heng. we don't noe why we go there. jus wana waste our time. then abt 1pm go back skol for english oral exams.
i was so tired when i reached home. no mood in revising agn.
luckily tml dun have test. ARGH. i haven do my art yet. T.T no time. still don't know what i wana do. >.<
yay. got my small loli last wk. cookie monster too! so cute! XD
7:27 PM
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