mr hafeez gave back our chemistry test paper today. as i expected, i failed. but at least i didn't get a single digit. passed my physics test. all the things just went opposite.nothing much today. just woke up from nap. i'm still tired though.
just came back from school. alot of stress today after doing chemistry test. mrrashidin set it as an o'level standard. i can't do any of the questions. i feel so useless. after handing up the paper. me, germaine, sheryl, li ling and andy went to discuss about it. we all have that disappointment on our faces.
they are all talking about the scheme for sec 3 to sec 4, i feeling like crying out. i've already failed my english during mid-year. i can't possibly pass another five subjects so easily. mrhafeez said end of year's chemistry paper gonna kill us already. and so do the english paper. how am i going to pass?
my friends asked me"how can you fail english?" yes. how can i fail. and how can i pass? they also said" dont't worry. how can you fail?!" i'm not born to be clever. and i've fail my english during mid year. so if i promote to sec 4, what about the o levels? once you fail english, you'll never be able to get the certificate.
i'm starting to get prepared to fail the overall results this year. if i have the choice to choose to go to sec4NA or retain at sec 3, i'll choose to retain. advantages is i'll know all the subjects the teacher is teaching and i can revise too. the disadvantage is people will laugh at your back. you'll never know. especially with relatives. when they heard that you had retain, their first reaction is to ask lots of questions and compare with their child whatsoever.
i'm wasting my time now and everyday. i just can't change the laziness in me.
had a headache today at school from art lessons onwards to now. =.= i've been watching again. for the forth time. :P no homework for today. gonna go revise at night again. hope all the things really go inside my mind. done on saturday on friday. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - i feel like stabbing myself with a knife. still carry that little hope of mine. now, it's really over... i still can't believe it in the first place but... i see it clearly in my eyes now.
after so long. i still can't believe in myself. is that what i'm really thinking? is that what i'm seeing? is that what i want? is that what you think? is that who you really are? is that what you want? so many questions appeared.
nothing much to do yesterday. tired to revise, so i do some drawings again. i finally didn't copy ideas from other games characters to draw. instead, i think on my own. (e.g: weapons, clothing etc.) and learnt to draw figures and head in an appropriate way.
still nothing much to do today. lazy to revise again. i'm feeling better now. thanks for the concern everyone. (:
just found out that i have fever. OMG. 37.8Celsius. =.= no wonder i'm so tired. still have a slight fever now after eating panadol. I HATE TO BE SICK! still have to bear 2days of eating plain food. >.<
today did'nt go to school as i'm sick. wonder if there's chemistry test today. =.= i studied hard yesterday and i can't go do the test.
- - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - ----- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - being woke up by my "sick stomach" at 5.30am. it's so pain. then i quickly went to tell my mum. she told me not to go school and see a doctor. had diarrhea and feel like vomiting.
my bro's at home so my mum told him to bring me to a doctor. it's still 6.30am though so clinic have not open. i need to bear this pain all the way to 8am.
my whole body was so "wobbly" and i can't walk far. my bro piggyback me there. so dramatic but it's true. =.=
doctor told me i have a grastic flu and a little dehydration that's why i'm giddy. reached home, i ate medicine and quickly went back to sleep.
now, i'm feeling much better. no pain but still felt weird in my stomach and giddy, headache. actually i told my bro that i want to go Ngee Ann Poly with my class but he don't allow me to go as i'm still a sick patient. i consider for a while and felt that he's correct too. what if the gastric flu came back again. i dont' want to suffer anymore. hence, i did'nt go. i'll regret this someday but it's for my own good. :(((
i'm still very well yesterday and now i'm sick. there's things we can't predict.
i passed my a maths. a good sign. =x had my chinese oral test today. think i'll pass but not in 'wonderful colours'. =.=lll
i just watched 'finish' Show On Stage concert in shanghai recorded by other people since xiaozhu said that he will change the schedule and songs for the on-coming concerts. i'm so damn high even watching on the computer. 0.0 看了speshow中的speshow,真个人都HIGH翻了~是不是。。。so envy with that girl. T.T
ok. thats all. gonna go eat dinner and study tomorrow's test. (:
my dreams do come TRUE. (sometimes) i was dreaming that i'm flipping 羅志祥 《 Show On Stage 進化三部曲》书. and i get the news today from Shu Xian that NaNa Jie's going to help us order the book for us! OMG. i'm so happy. ^^
i'm so impressed by Jolin's talent. her dancing skills are really good. XDD
i passed my e maths too. surprisingly of course. failed social studies. as usual. but i did'nt failed too badly. =xx
hmm. so much for today.
this friday going to Ngee Ann Poly for some events.
November,too. taking (AEM) digital game development course in Temasek Poly. (: looking forward to it.
( 《羅志祥 Show On Stage 進化三部曲》cover)
SHOW ON STAGE clips. [shanghai]
SHOW ON STAGE - 力量 [shanghai] no matter how many times i watched, i can still cry... T.T 小猪要加油哦! 我们永远永远都会支持你的! 罗爸爸也会在天堂守护着你，为你加油打气。
get back my physics and chemistry test. passed my physics and failed my chemistry (again). why is it always like that?! what's the point of studying so hard on it. maybe i MUST read between the lines like what mr hafeez said. =.= i must change my main focus on physics. i must score well for science this end of year exams. art, too. i hoped. T.T a maths is getting tougher and more formulae to memorise.
i have not revise most of the subjects yet. planning to do it today. yup. finally. starting with maths?
enough for school work today. i've sent my demo to Sun Rain (the "manager" of the recording) this afternoon. hope my voice sounds ok as i recorded it using my handphone. i'm so eager for the recording session though it's quite tired and tough. hope i make it through all the way.
had a dream yesterday. i'm suppose to forget everything. it just makes no sense...
went to discuss the recording thing today. met alot of new friends. (: it's so incredible that we're friends without knowing each other or seen each other before. everything happens so fast. still have to record a demo of our voices. =.= and 黑白帮is launched yesterday, 11.45pm! congrates to us. X)
we have in the 黑帮:
hui ting as 黑人,
pei shan as 黑天使，
hai yun as 黑音乐天使，
me as 黑包超人
in the 白帮:
shu xian as 大白，
shu xian's bro as 小白,
eunice as 白超力量,
grace as 白音乐天使
well, yanling is both, 黑白达菱.LOL.
so, is a draw~ alot of things to plan. designs, board, shirts... ... all of them need money! T.T we're currently saving money for our shirts. (:
had alot of test yesterday. alot of writing. today have my chemistry test. 9 failures among mr hafeez group. i'm praying hard i'm not one of them. :(( i studied alot you know. i hate my chinese teacher alot from today onwards. yes. she's so rude. I HATE HER! failed to go out with germaine today. never mind. i'm going to save money for december anyway. (:
tomorrow i'm going for the discussion for the recording thing. finally, we decided a date to go. looking forward to it. X)
黑白帮们: 希望我们也可以有类似的聚会哦! 可以讨论一些关于我们要"计划"的东东。期待哦!
人妖家人们: good luck for your exams~! work hard yea? ((: hope to have some gatherings again during holis.
did'nt go to recording session today as haiyun is sick. there's no one accompany so did'nt go. i'm tired too.
today gonna post photos of yesterday and friday. was uploading it at forum yesterday. mr luo came to view my post too~~! so happy. it's so HIGH on friday and saturday. [小豬 05:34 AM 瀏覽帖子 捕「秀」捉 影 ~~*新加坡之接機，送機，活動 ... ]
yesterday me, shu xian,her bro, haiyun, her friend,yanling, huiting, eunice and her friend formed a group called 黑白帮~ i'm 黑白帮之黑包超人! XD (i get this idea from 面包超人.but i'm 黑包. LOLLLL)
~~接机时照~~
~唱必杀技照~
~开始签名喽!~
~访问照~
~超多人!~
~黑白帮 (少了haiyun, eunice and thier friend) &Dance Soul合照~ ~追车中。看到他吗?~ ~送机时照~
time: 8.50am-10.20am 今天是罗志祥来宣传High school Musical 2和《必杀技》签唱会。一大清早就去plaza singapura 排队了~ 去那边已经有好几个人。这次和'黑白帮' (ShuXian, her bro, Yan Ling, Hui Ting, Eunice, her friend, Hai Yun, her friend)一起排~ 排到大家都累了。外面还刚刚下了雨。队也越来越长。。。
time: 10.25am-12pm
进去PS了! 看到那个小小、容纳不多过100位人数的舞台。大家都挤在一起。
看了那些参赛者的舞艺都很好。(my school ROCKS! contestants) 他们跳完后，罗志祥就要上场了!
today went to airport to fetch xiaozhu for his arrival. ((:
meet yanling, shuxian and her bro around 10.50am and i reached at 10.20am. =.= surprisingly, yanling is earlier then me. LOL. not as many people as i expected. at least there was no squeezing. X)
and i'm being filmed and taken photo by some reporters there. NO~~~! hope it does not review at the TV. one of them told us to shout at the camera. then yanling thought of a sentence to say. me, yanling, shuxian and her bro shouted"谁受得了?!" we're like... =.= then all the people who's waiting for xiaozhu to arrive looked at us. so dots.
after that he came. he waved and smile. haha. he's in a good mood i can see. ((: after the chasing thingy, i went PS's sembawang to check the CD. i saw a small boarder outside too. i kept asking shuxian and yanling,"can i steal it?" HAHA.
end of today's programme. will post pictures of today and tomorrow next time when i'm free.
i'm blogging in my phone yesterday, listen to the radio. had a hard decision to make today. to chase or not to chase? =.= i'm sure alot of people will think this is crazy. but i just want to have an experience. :P it's only for friday though.
had a wonderful dream yesterday night.
想避开胡思乱想念头的我。 忘记, 只是一个强逼自己的要求吧。 那又值得吗? once i want to forget, i can see his face clearly. even in a dream.
today was so so SUPER FUN and HIGH~~~ Gerlene, Carol, Celena and myself a.k.a RENYAO family. first, we meet at hougang and alot of embarrassment happened on gerlene. LOL. i went to the wrong meeting venue, carol don't know which bus to take and gerlene got on the wrong bus. HAHA. such a blur family.
after that we went to tampines mall to take neoprints. the shopkeeper chase us out cause we're too noisy and take photos using out handphones on the screen. she said "this will affect my business!" ya. anything. then we went Soul Garden to eat lunch. from 1plus eat till 3.30pm.ate alot of burnt and delicious stuffs. :D we're so full after that.
gelene wanted to take neoprints so much that we walked to Century Square to take. we're so HIGH~~~ even on the way in the bus. we never stop taking. the passengers in the bus all give a weird look at us. well, we're really noisy. LOL. we set today, 4th september, as our 人妖节! we'll have a gathering every year during this day. woots! it'll be so fun!
lastly, thanks renyao members for such a wonderful and memorable time today. RENYAO FAMILY ROCKS! love you all!!!! ((: looking forward to more gatherings! XDD *p.s: celena look so sexy today. so retro. =xxxxx give her a :3 face. WAHAHAHA*
took a pic before the shopkeeper chased us out =x eat eat eat~~! our yummy food. gerlene and celena. :P
ya. yesterday night i never revise again. i get used to it anyway. o.o
today woke up first thing is to play Odin's Sphere!!! well, it's been quite long since i touch it. a few months? i thought i complete it today after killing the 'final' boss. but, sadly, no. I STILL HAVE TO PLAY ANOTHER ROUND ON THE SAME STORY OF ALL THE CHARACTERS ONCE MORE...~ to gain the level. =.= in order to fight all the five bosses smoothly.. blah blah blah. slowly getting sick of this game. =xx i just want to complete it. and i'm getting mad over this game.
erm... really need to do some studying today... if i have the time. :O tomorrow will be going out with my RENYAO family. ((: i'm really spending money all the way this holi. my fingers are not enough to count them. *sob*
i'm just posting carp today. i don't even know what i'm talking. =.= going to play game now.and, why everyone's calling me now?! >.<
end of velvet's story. capture it using my phone. =.='''
i'm still sick as usual. ;((( yesterday went bugis and collect merchandise of the concert thing. and i decorate my room full with poster. wrapped some of the poster and stick them on the wall. =.= on the way at cityhall mrt station saw yanling and hui ting. yanling pat on my shoulder i was like... 0.0 LOL. so we went there together to meet nana jie. going to play games now. i'm bored. don't feel like revising. will do it tonight. :P
i can't even talk now. my illness getting worse! NO~~~~ i still need my voice for alot of things! ;((((((((( later still have to go bugis to collect xiaozhu's things. third time go to bugis this week. >.< so much for today.
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OMG. he's so sexy. LOL. =xx
done on saturday
on friday.
( 《羅志祥 Show On Stage 進化三部曲》cover)
the boarder i'm talking about. ((:
took a pic before the shopkeeper chased us out =x
eat eat eat~~!
our yummy food.
gerlene and celena. :P
our neoprints~
end of velvet's story. capture it using my phone. =.='''
